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I am nobody
I want but do not have
I don’t belong to myself
I’m here to experience
“Pretend to give a fuck, smile”
And for others, laugh
Distraction is but a top coat
That chips off the nail bed
Re apply re apply re apply
What changes?
Constant phases
But color won’t fade in
It only stains in
And those nail appointments
Will never let you never forget
The way it looks underneath
The only purpose of life
Is to express thyself in heights
To express thyself in strife
The time great creations come alive
While you in turn die
Be it may, the only thing to string you along
What does pain matter when we all will sing our song
In death, what is truly lost
When being alive is the true cost
Being here is the slowest burn
While you show up in times of dire
No friend will ever show in your final hour
They speak of twin flames from lives prior
What’s been mistaken is actually hellfire
And corporations are the deepest pit
So long as you have a boss, an ass you shall always kiss
The demons amuck resemble no difference
To the vessels of which they have no preference
And yet we lie to the child and say the world is bliss
There’s to explore and change for the better more
That “change” implies the lie
That another child is bound to die
That a mother is bound to mourn
That a father is too absent to be torn
And all the perversion
And all the oblivion
And all the upkeep of something that is meant to fall on its head
Running from nothing
Running from nothing
And then you’re dead
But you are here now
Reading my very existence
—⟡ Venusian StarMa